Ready to come home!!! today sucked im really home sick already !! stupid right?? whatever none of you know what its !!! like today i cant call cause i dont know how plus noone knows what an international calling card is so i cant find those even if i could i have no idea how to call!!! i cant talk on the comp unless i am at work and when i am not at work im at some principals house so i cant just sit and relax im really not happy right now i cant shower i cant flush flipping tolet paper down the tolet... cock roaches are flippin huge here!!! ants are everywhere im just not have a good day life sux right now to be completly honest!! hope everyone is enjoying clean houses with actual beds and nice showers and actual good food im really considering leaving taiwan and just back packing everywhere i dont know im just really confused today have a good one guys peace out
krystal
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My poor little snookums. Not exactly what you planed for but think of it as a camping trip. When you get to your own place find a store that sells bug spray and go nuts. Or even better Find the nearest Holiday Inn and take a three hour shower lol. Seriously though, I promise it will get better. Remember what that guy at the airport said the first month is crazybut then you settle in to the routine and are able to enjoy yourself. Try to emerse yourself in learning how to get around and getting to know the kids and other teachers. Maybe take your advil every day so you dont get a bad headache. Just to let you know being home sick is not stupid its normal. It will pass once you are busy. Do not be afraid to ask questions everyone who is there as a forign teacher felt the same way you do now. Take time to absorbe where you are and enjoy the beauty of it, even if the only beauty you can find is in the face of a babies smile. I am so sorry I mised your call I will never turn my phone off again. Although Candice really enjoyed teasing me about it. Krystal things are off for you right now and in a couple of days you will be feeling more normal not so hormonal hang in there you can do it. I am praying for you all the time and I love you sooo much. I promise the suck factor will go. I have to go to work now but I will write later. Be strong and not just your smell but your mind.lol. Mom.XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOOOOXXXX
Hi Krystal: Take a deep breath and remember why you are where you are. The courage to be you and the love of travel took you away and you will need to live as the people live. Its ok to be homesick, scared, confused and angry. Just remember why you are there.It will take time to adjust, unfortunately time takes time. Find a little friend and hug them till they want no more, draw on the strenght of your family and friends and remember:
A mind is like a parachute, it only works when it is open. We are all cheering for you and things will get better every day.
Giselle
Hi Krystal :) This is Erica... I'm sorry you're so homesick, but you probably made it longer there than I would have before I got homesick! lol.... I think maybe you should try to write my uncle.. he calls here all the time, so I'm sure he'd be able to tell you exactly how to do it so you could keep in touch with you family and such :) and you could always go shower at his huge house! I'm sure they have something more than a sink :P
Hope you have a better time soon, I'm sure it'll get much easier there... byee!
Hey,
you will be okay, it will get better and you can do anything that you put your mind to. Just take it one day at a time and know that you have so many people pulling for you to suceed. I love you so much. Trust me you would not want to be here anyways it has been raining constantly. I love you tiarrah was so exceited to hear your voice i show her your picture and tell her that you will be back soon. talk to you later
love
candice and babyz tiarrah flying
hI kRYSTAL
jUST TO LET YOU KNOW, ITS SNOWWING NOW
GISELLE
hey i know it must suck right now but give it sometime and itll all work out
love you DAvin
*Hugs*!! I'm glad to see that you are being honest with yourself about everything. Although, don't jump to any hasty decisions. It's always hard trying to get settled and everything, but it will happen. Just like what your mom and the guy from the airport said, the first month is crazy!! Just take a deep breath, let it out slowly, and remember that lovely little feeling you had when planning this amazing journey. Have faith, and we are here for you!! Tomorrow is a new day and as long as they keep coming, it's all goooood. Love ya!!
Hey Girl its Kim just want you to know im thinking about you! I miss our chats and your advice on men haha. Your a great person and all the taiwaneses people will soon realize that and never want you to leave! I hope things start to go better for you and you can get settled in. P.S bring me back a Tai baby haha just kidding! Bye for now :)
Just hang in there Krystal, it will get better. I had my shower today and they embaressed me. Thanx for the gift! I love you!
hi Krystal is dad hey holly shit man you type like like 110 a minute in the morning need a tims to keep that pace read some of your stuff here is pretty cool Krystal when it comes to determination you got us all beat obstacles rules whatever have never slowed you down your going to be fine transition from here to there is incredible but the rewards will be huge somedays might not seem so but they will love you so much proud of you as we all are one day at a time your personality will be your visa to great success today and in the future love you krystal hugs
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