Last night in Canada

When people say time flys they really dont lie, i cant believe this is my last night with my family for a whole year, i cant believe tomorrow is going to be the last time i see my sister for a whole year shes my everything my whole world im really going to be lost without her but its becasue of her that i am able to do this she is honestly the most important person in my life my strenght my back bone my best friend i love you candice thank you for always being there for me im going to miss you so much, just remember i may not be 10 mins away but im always there in your heart LOL OK CORNY but its true!! Mom im going to be home in a few months so dont worry ill take everything that you dad and sheldon have taught me over the years and ill be safe i promise this is my time to shine and i can do that because everything you have sacrifeced for me so thank you... Kim Giselle, Deanna, Carrie it was a blast working with you keep in touch ill make sure to send pix of me on the beach hahah:P.... BABYZ TIARRAH i love you sooooooo much your such a beautiful baby and i am so happy your part of our family and just wait when i get back i can FINALLY feed you spegetie:D:D:D:D stay healthy babyz... Joel stay out of trouble ok i love you lots and dont forget to email me becasue i am going to miss you alot good luck with learning to drive your doing an amazing job already so im sure your not oging to have any trouble passing your drivers test:) Mike stay safe im really going to miss you i dont know what the future holds i guess only time will tell and thats really scary but what will be will be right... its really weird having someone there for such a huge part of your life and then having them gone and having everyone around you expecting you to stand on your own without that crutch that has been there for so long very scary but im up for the challange and i can do it i will do it Thank you to everyone my family Aunty Peggy unlce nelson davin jordan jaquina everyone grandma grandpa Love you guys and i will see you in year
Krystal

Its time

Hello all, well im finally done work and it feels really weird, to care about something so much and devote 6 months to building something up and then leaving is definatly a weird feeling not to say im not happy and excited to venture away from the store to see what else life has instore for me but its difficult to leave something you care about in the hands of other people lol NOT THAT the people who are there now are not AMAZING but i was there since the beginging so you cant beat that ha ( and thats not being cheeky giselle) Yup eight more days EIGHT MORE DAYS crazy i just dont have any other word to descibe it but crazy. Im really affriad ive never been completly on my own before not to mention in a country that does not speak english but its time, its time to stand on my own, its time to get ride of my crutches, its time to let go of things that are hurting me, its time to let go of allowing fear control my life, its time to start my life Have a good one guys
krystal

P.s Im still REALLY BITTER about the stupid dumb cop but atleast now i can say he was sorta cute.. is that progress??? haha

Stupid Cop

I hate stupid cops!! last night we got pulled over because a cop thought i was not wearing a seat belt WELL actually cst woody i was but it was on incorrectly i had it underneath my armpit AHHH so i got a 115 dollar ticket my first ticket in my whole life and i am honestly pissed off .. Like there are so many other things that that cop could have been doing like protecting our streets rather then givin me a stupid ticket.. And yeah ok so i had it on wrong but honestly i did not know that was against the law he could of easily given me a warning but noooooooo and he was an ass about it. I have never once dissrespected a police officer before or even thought about it but honestly last night i just wanted to hit him AHHHHHH lol soo frustrating like the guy was a complete jerk anyways i have to get back to work but i just had to vent that because its still bugging me!!! have a good one
p.s make sure your seat belt is on right!!
krystal

Ok everyone may laugh at this but SAMATHA mine is gonna miss you to MWHA

Big thanx

I just wanted to say a big thanks to all my family/ friends holly your amazing and im lucky that your in my life Sissy sis your my angel babyz tiarrah mine does miss you very much when i leave but i will bring you back LOTS of presents ok :D:D Thanks to my mom sister aunt uncle and to everyone else who set up my suprise party i really appreciate it and all your kind words i will carry them with me and on my saddest days im sure they will make me push beyond my limits and encourage me to fullfill my dream. Wow im really leaving in 12 days my life is about to change in all aspects but i know with the support of all my family and friends i will beable to concure ( dont know how to spell hhaah) anything so thanks again

p.s Holly your mama !!!!

dumdumdum

17 days and counting... call me a dork but i LOVE THE HILLS lol im really glad i get to see the series finale, off to another day of work im so done working im probably a total big drag to all my co-workers but its just so hard to focus on something that your leaving ya know thats not to say i dont care its just hard to care at this point haha, I dont have much to say today just hope everyone is good nerves are starting to kick into over gear however i slept all through the night last night which is great :D:D:D anywho have a good one guys love ya
krystal

Emotions are running High

Well, 19 more days and counting... My head is in a complete fog im going to miss everyone so much My family my trainer my co-worker even tho shes a cheeky mare lol ( hi Giselle) its really just starting to hit home that i wont see everyone for a year, but im still super excited and everyone has incredible faith that i can do this which makes me less nervous and gives me that added confidence that i need... I guess thats what friends/familys are for right?? I dont know how im gonna manage my work outs without hearing kegel and hollow, suck those gluts in , two more lol haha im sure ill manage the thing is when you have amazing teachers in your life you learn so much and im really lucky to have a few really good teachers in my life right now Brie my trianer, Candice my sister, my co-worker Giselle they really have impacted my life in ways that i will be forever greatful, funny thing is i dont think they know how inspirational they have been to me and i dont really know how to tell them either hmm im sure one day ill beable to give back a fraction of what they have given me JEEZ i must be pmsing or something im so emotional haha ok untill next time
Krystal

Queen of Lists

Hello Everyone... Well i have officailly been doved queen of the lists lol ... I have lists everywhere what i need what i dont need things i need to do / buy ahhh lol well atleast im organized right??? well long day babysitting my neice but i love it :D:D she is sooo frigin cute however I KNOW i DEFINATLY am not ready to have children yet lol as much as i love her its like a sigh of relief when I can give her back hehe.. I was going through all my cloths today jeez who new i had so many Lots of it is to big now which i LOVE HEH theres nothing better then loosing weight i gotta say and seeing your old tight fat pants WAY TO BIG hehe... I want to say a happy late birthday to my DAD ( jeez your getting old but i love you) its really late but hey i just got this thing up alittle while ago Anyways im off to more packing LOve you all :D MWHA
krystal

Crazy

Jeez, so much things to do in so little time, i find myself waking up at 3 in the morning trying to remember everything i have to do.. To anyone who views my blog sorry if i dont write in it EVERYDAY untill i leave i have alot of shit to do and it seems like there really is not enough time in the day for it to all happen.. Honestly on one hand I am scared to death of going everything from tranfering flights to leaving my family, to not working out to the food etc.. and on the other hand i could not be more excited to be on my own to beable to get groveries and use a map haha thats going to be fun seeing how i cant read them lmao of well I really feel like i have to experience this even tho i am only 20 years old i have never really been on my own or overcome something so huge as this whole trip will be for me soo with that said im off to another sleepless night Hope everyone is Good Wish me luck on surviving the next 25 days :)