Hey evryone, sorry i have not been writting as often, i just really have been soaking up being here and really coming to the realization that im doing this!! i set this huge goal, and im doing it im living it!! its so incredible i dont know i wish you guys were here to experience this!! people say its life changing and they are so right! i am really seeing what i am made of, i have finally found my voice, and as strange as it seems i feel like i have never been more true to who i am then right now being here!! You know some days its just so hard and you wish you could go somewhere and not be noticed, just escape!! and you drag your butt all day and then on the way home your driving your scooter and you see mountains right in front of you with the clouds starting to roll in, and on the left you see what seems like miles and miles of rice patties that are actually very beautiful when there all green, and on your right you see palm trees agaisnt a pink/blue sky and it almost takes your breathe away and you think how lucky am i ?? and usually that feeling lasts about 5 mins before a BIG HUGE bug smacks you in the chest and when i say big i mean LITTERALLY THE WIDTH OF THREE FINGERS AND THE LENGHT OF YOUR PINKY!!! Yeah after that the feeling goes away hahah but you have to take in the bad if you want to take in the good!! I was talking to my mom the other night and telling her this was the best/hardest/scariest/unexpected/amazing jorney that i am on!! ahhh lol anyways im doing really good we have found some really good places to eat and there hot pots mmmmm soo good and healthy and we are running into more english teachers as time passes,theres a track right by my apartment and we found the movie theater and theres two swimming pools! my traveling plans might change a bit in the next littler while just because of graduation with out students i migth not beable to get the time off !! but anyways i love you all soooooo much honestly thank you so much for your support!! and ill leave you with the song lyrics to one of the songs i feel best describes me right now
Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her
is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her
feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm
Suddenly I see
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me
I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner
like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer
when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on a wire
Suddenly I see
And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes
looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel
like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see
Suddenly I see
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