Thursday, August 16, 2007

Online diary!

wow i can not believe its aug 16th today and i am in a different country ! away from Canada!! ive been here three months and in that three months my whole mind set has changed!! im really questioning alot of things in my life! which is a good thing.. Change is a hard thing tho! it can mean alot of things broken hearts/freedom/pay raise/ so many different things! so the question is when do you know its time to make changes in your life! and how do you know those changes are going to be right and what you really want! or have you ever had someone in your life make you question everything about your current life IN A GOOD WAY you can go without talking but when you do they always makes you think.. question... I dunno life is weird and exciting and im only 20 years old it hasnt even really started for me!!! AHHH IM just really content right now... who knew finding yourself would make you feel so much at ease! Theres still alot of things i have to figure out in my life! thats for sure but i really feel like i am confident to handle situations that can arrise so much better now! I can honestly say coming to Taiwan was the best thing that i could have ever done! now i am still scared shitless about meeting the mail man... and going through all that but honestly its out of my hands now its in gods hands and i have to believe that he will never give me anythign that i cant handle sooo with that!! i will let you go I just thought i would write alittle blurb of how im feeling whats going on etc!! love you all!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Wow i can not believe it's been three months and in that three months you have aged/ matured so much, cheeky mare. Change is a hard thing however change happens for a reason, look at change like stepping stones to the future, which nobody knows what that holds. Follow your heart and your head and do what is right for YOU. You are the only one you have to live with the rest of your life. So the question is when do you know its time to make changes in your life! You just know, when your ready it all falls into place, just like your trip, you worked hard to get there and you are there, with learning and growth behind you. How do you know those changes are going to be right and what you really want! FOLOW YOUR HEART AND HEAD, and all will be right. Be true to yourself. Life can be weird and exciting, it is what you make it. You are very true when you believe god will only give you things you can handle, and sometimes we question how will I do this or I can't handle all this, however you can, baby steps and the right mindset and YOU can concour the anything. I best be off to work and stop sounding like and old old bag. Take care cheek and we do miss you, and talk about your adventures to remain close. Stay positive, look forward to more adventures because life is full of them. Remember: A mind in like a parachute, it only works when it is open. Miss you tons.


Giselle